Sorry guys, it’s been a little over a month since I last blogged!
This little break has been reassuring to me that I’m really meant to blog… because I’ve thought about it every day since my last post. It has also taught me that sometimes we need to take a break from some of the things that we love in order to recharge and feel motivated again.
Here’s a little on what happened while I was away:
I’ve been going through a lot of stress with school. The semester is coming to an end and I’m not really where I want to be, but still hoping to keep my GPA at a 4.0. I’ve had depression since I was young, and sometimes it still catches me off guard and I find it almost impossible to get motivated. I went to the doctor a few days ago and was prescribed an antidepressant. It’s only been a few days, but so far, it’s going well.
I’ve also had a lot of stress in my personal life. I used to have a best friend. A while back he got into a relationship and I was happy for him. His girlfriend followed me on almost every social network rather quickly. One day I received a text that was extremely rude and I found out it was her “friend.” Shortly after that, I blocked her. From then on I would receive offensive texts and messages from random numbers and profiles on Facebook. It stopped for a while, but then I found out she was re-pinning my stuff on Pinterest, and I blocked that account too. The day of, I received rude messages from her and my “friend.” Then they started messaging my friends.
Honestly, I feel weird about having social networks at the moment. I feel like maybe I should change my blog name, even though I love “habitesque” so much. It’s really frustrating that I can’t just be online without being harassed anymore. Hopefully this changes, as I’d like to be able to blog and feel safe doing so!
On the bright side, I got accepted into the national honor society at my college for first-year students with a 3.5 GPA and above! It feels so rewarding to know that my hard work is paying off.
Also, my interpersonal relationships are pretty dandy at the moment. I made a new friend who has really stood up for me through the cyberstalking situation, my family and I are getting along well, and I get to see my boyfriend more with the semester coming to an end. I also had a great time at my first formal!
Prepare to see more posts from me soon!
Thanks for reading,
Hannah @ Habitesque